A lesson in "activities" with a mad woman

So i do this thing in relationships. It never fails-- every single time. I have something against going through with acting upon things I am expected to do. And the time that I feel this expectation is about the same time that I stop doing it all together. I am a person. I like to sit down and have coffee with a friend, go see Harry Potter and then KNOW that it is missing some very amazing parts out of the book, and I often enjoy going on dates a just not having sex afterwards. Crazy I know. I'm not saying that I will go against any of the things stated above, just that it's nice to just talk after not seeing each other for a week. Just because we haven't done anything in a long time (like three weeks max) does not mean that is what I care about. I do not like being expected to 'put out'- wow that is a trashy statement isn't it?- and I will not if I think its more of a responsibility I need to fulfill than something with actual care and meaning behind it. In my opinion, we shouldn't have even done anything yet.

I don't believe that anyone should ever feel guilty about not having sex. In my experience, anyone that does feel guilty about not having sex also feels less of a person and less in control of their own body and lives. I think that God fucked up a little (a lot) when he made the emotion of sexless guilt. I think he was sitting around with like... Mother Nature and Satan or something, having a drink on the 7th day, when Satan suggested the idea. God either must have had one too many shots or Mother Nature wasn't giving him any ass.

There, right there. I'm going to hell for that statement. Alright it's my bed time-- I stop as soon as I get into deity erotica.

I've always wanted to be a person of substance. I've always wanted to move people with what I think and what I believe in. I don't really know anyone who would say that they DIDN'T want to have this effect on people but I feel that I'm almost, in a way, being greedy. Because, what generally happens, is that I pick my side and my belief and I argue argue argue it until the other person is convinced that what I speak is the truth, try to accept my strong views, or at least just give up and pretend they're going to believe me. This is NOT to say that I'm not open minded, I love listening to other peoples' opinions-- its the way we are truely able to understand the subject being debated. I do believe however, when I feel that I am so completely right about something it is impossible for me to change my mind.

I'm mainly directing this towards certain individuals (aka: the people my siblings date) whom I know could not shake my impression of them. I understand my siblings can do whatever they want with their lives, date whomever they want to date, but all I am asking is for them to just listen to me when I say I am not crazy about girl number so-and-so who does crack/has a boyfriend/has a girlfriend/calls them an asshole and covers it up by saying "just kidding!". I am not being full of myself when I say I can read people very well, maybe not the people that I date b/c that's just me being biased and pretending the same thing won't happen again.

So... for my older sister: The girl has a boyfriend. I know she says she can't do anything and won't do anything with you b/c she's so honest and told you she's in a relationship with a guy. That was very nice of her to inform you. However, it was not very nice of her to go against her honest like she did with you... for 7 hours. You should have learned with the previous girl you fell inlove with who had a girlfriend/fiance. Even if they are ridiculously sexy, she didn't leave "Miss Piggy" I doubt this new girl is going to be any different/

for my older brother: Don't you dare get back together with that girl again. This is the second time she has cheated on you when the both of you were going to study abroad for the summer. If she's doing it out of the country I'm pretty sure she's doing it in the country. She is not worth you losing yourself over and you deserve the best. I know you don't think so but you do so shut it and get over it.

for my younger brother: Stop hanging out with skanky bitches. I will beat the crap out of you and them if I ever even think you're messing around with those dirty hoes. I'm serious.

Thank god I've only got three to deal with.

So... who wants to play?

I do not remember the telephone game being like this

Ulta interviews are not worth it

So I had my interview with Ulta Salons, finally. The woman stood me up twice. First time she had said meet me at the Irving location on wednesday at 10 am. This required me to get up at 7 in the morning which i hate doing so that I could get there on time. In fact, I got there about 15 minutes early. When they opened the doors at 10 and I walked in they told me the lady was not there yet. She also happened to not be there 30 minutes later when I got fed up and left. (The people there also tried to call her constantly for m but she did not pick up once.) Although I was extremely polite ad left a note for her with the receptionist saying the dates and times that I could reschedule, along with my name and phone number so she would be able to call me as soon as she got it.
Then, while I was at work the next day, at 10 am this lady calls me and says, "Hello, I was just seeing if you were going to come in for an interview today." What? Hadn't she said wednesday would be best for her? And then when I told her that she acted as though I was lying. So I then told her on Friday morning would be best. After rethinking that date I called her to say Friday morning would not work b/c I had a dentist appointment at 11. She then asked me if I could come in earlier than that! As if she would actually be up there on time!
So when we reschuduled finally we set the date and she said "Unfortunately it will be at the Irving location again." So the morning of, as I had a gut feeling just to go to the location 5 minutes from my house, I called the Irving salon just to double check what I was remember was right and they said yes it was. So once again, I drove all the way out to Irving to go in for this interview only to find out when I got there that the person I had called had given me the wrong information. So once again this stupid woman tried to put the blame on me. So finally when I got there, a whole hour late I found out it would only get paid 6 dollars an hour and I would have to unbox shit and get the store together before I would even be trained.
Oh, and did I metion the woman who is a total idiot is the district manager?
Fuck that.