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So I miss home. It's not like I have an attachment to my room, or my house, or my neighborhood, or even the town; I just really miss the feel of belonging to something. I love it here, don't get me wrong, but I have changed so much and I'm just sick of being this new person who is in a very confusing relationship and I'm sick of people not understanding why I do the things I do. A great thing about college is that you can just come here and no one knows who you are or what you're about and you can start fresh, but it is just as bad all the same. I don't like the fact that I have to tell people, "No really, let me be antisocial today... I need this" because people don't understand that I'm bipolar or that i cannot put up with certain people for more than a couple of hours some times. It's just hard to juggle all of this shit and please people at the same time. I don't want to be a bitch to my friends but sometimes people just need to give in and drop it.