How is life so utterly amazing and so horribly terrible all at the same time? I can't say why it is bad b/c I promised, and I won't break a promise even on an anonymous blog, but man I have no problem saying how great it is. This week has been wonderful! It was my second week at work so I finally got the hang of things. Tuesday night was my first night closing by myself and I was only $.12 over which was awesome seeing as how the people that were training me were constantly over at least 20 dollars. Also, tomorrow is my 18th birthday! Man, I have never been excited about birthdays but this one is going to be awesome! I'm going to get my first legal tattoo (which makes a total of two now) and I'm dragging a whole bunch of my friends with me b/c I want to be that typical high schooler turning 18 experiencing typical high school things. I'm having dinner tomorrow night with my family and then a huge dinner Saturday night with some of my friends and my family. Also, I have a date on Friday. This is what has blown me away this week. Oh! Before I begin with that though! I won at my art contest!!!! I got perfect scores on both things and I'm going to the state level competition to Houston! All is paid for and I get 20 dollars a day for food (I'm very small so I get to pocket allot), we're leaving Thursday night and getting back Sunday evening! So excited!
Alright, so about my date this Friday. A few months back I got a myspace message from this girl who is a grade younger than me and who goes to my school saying she was just now coming out of the closet and she really needed someone to talk to about it and that she always would see me or hear about me at my school and would hear about how strong of a person I was. (Just a little side note, I'm a legend at my high school- I'm an outspoken bisexual girl who respects myself so therefore people respect me for it. I've even had teachers tell me they respect me and that it makes them happy I'm proud to be who I am and that I'm not afraid of the world's opinion.) So this girl needed a mentor; someone to just tell her she'll get through it and that everything will be alright and to just not care when people disagree with who she is. Well, I had never met her but whenever she'd have a problem she'd message me and I'd give her advice or tell her it was going to get better. Well then this girl moved away to another town close by and I just stopped hearing from her.
A couple of weeks ago I hear from her again and she tells me that she's moved back in with her grandparents and we started talking again- I did not think anything of it. So Monday night she sends me yet another message saying:
"you are so gorgeous! if i knew whether or not you were taken..and if i wasn't so freaking shy..i would go after you in a heart beat. "
I was extremely surprised and uncontrollably flattered and I told her that and also I wasn't in a relationship and that she should get over being shy. So long story short we started talking and we have a date on Friday. This girl is so amazing, she is beautiful and funny and smart and down to earth, ah! she really is amazing! There is no other word for it, she is just perfect. I had a coffee date with her today and I get so nervous around her and I don't think she even realizes it. Man, it's kind of hard to stop thinking about her now.
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