it's pretty damn bad when every second someone in your family isn't home you're fearing for their life. I know I'm worrying way too much but I can't help it. Family is everything to me.
Oh, and I'm doing it again. I'm doing that thing where I completely cut whom ever I'm dating out of my life. My poor girlfriend hasn't seen me in a week. She's depressed about it. Do I really even care though? No. I don't. I'm on day 8 going on day 9 of nonstop working. I did however get to hang out with this amazing girl named (let's just call her new friend01). I like her a lot too but... 1.) I'm still with someone and 2.) She's starting into a relationship with an old fling of mine, someone I still completely care about and would never want to hurt or screw up a relationship for. I'm really not trying to make myself out to be this goddess or anything, but if I try hard enough, any lesbian in this town falls for me just if I flirt with them a little. Not saying new friend01 would do this, but I don't want to risk anything in our friendship. We spent the whole day together, it was a lot of fun just goofing off and not really having to worry about making a fool of ourselves b/c we are very much alike.
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